I don't know what i feeling i don't have any feelings my body is it's own can't fight i am trapt but i am going to take me up!
i dont know then but it's going to happen!

Svårt liv!

The dark is drifting over can't take one more step feeling the heart turning black and cold.
can't see my family or my friends my heart is the only friend.
feeling like a zombie on earth with no meaning to be here can't see anything at all every thing is black.
turn the tide when life was young take away the mistakes of a broken angels life.

I am sorry my family my brothers and sisters you are the one I want to be there but you never where..
you think you're the best instead of taking care of the only me you got..
you have always been throwing me away then I wan to do something with you..

The black in my heart have always been big but it's bigger sense I did like I did.. you never believed me I'm trying to be the sister you waned but you'll still throwing me away..

my life is right now hard can't soon breath and there is there it is going to start going to fall going to hit a wall, tears going to flow like dark rivers under the white snow..

blood is soon going and never coming back..

Förlåt för alla ganger jag älskar er men ni bryr er knappt!
Ni bara sager det för att gör mamma glad!
Jag är säker att ni inte ens skulle bry er om jag dog!

My heart will go on